Waiting?

I didn't hear anything today if my apology has been accepted or not, or if I have been forgiven. I am doing much better and accepting things better, but I'm still waiting. Now I have more decisions to make.

I got some pretty cool advice from a friend of mine today. She asked me one question about how I really feel in my heart. I gave her a true heartfelt answer about what was and is in my heart. Then she gave me advice. Something I hadn't considered. So I'm thinking about it. Tomorrow will be decision day.

Do I take the advice or do I give up and let go? I'm still thinking. I don't know. I'm kind of leaning on taking the advice right now. But I'm honestly scared. Really scared. But I really think she's right. I really do. So I'm thinking about it and sleeping on it.


On another note, I find it very interesting that when I think I'm close to making a decision, I get slammed with something else. Like a text message from someone I haven't heard from in over a year. Not sure why that happens, but it does. To me anyway. Made me laugh. :)

But right now.... I'm still waiting and hoping. Tomorrow I make my decision. Nothing will happen until after work, if I decide to take the advice. So I still have all day tomorrow to sit. And wait. And hope.