I started a new prescription on Sunday morning, just before I last wrote. I was in such a great mood that morning. Life was wonderful. Then that prescription kicked in. Today was the third and I have decided FINAL day on this. I have been miserable ALL week!
I'm on the verge of tears for absolutely no reason. I am depressed, upset, sad, cranky, moody, snappy and just overall miserable. I went online and read some comments about side effects of this. Crazy mood swings and depression were 2 of the biggest ones. I am just so sad right now and I have no reason to be.
Three mornings ago I was so happy, on cloud nine. Life was wonderful. It was Spring and I was happy. Now I just want to cry. I don't know why. I have no reason to cry. But I want to.
I don't like feeling like this. I know it is really bad. I have to snap out of this and I don't know how. Tomorrow I am still supposed to be on this prescription. HELL NO! If I am this bad after only 3 days there is no way I am taking another one of these pills! This is just BAD!
I'm meeting friends at the track to go for a run. Now I need to get up off the sofa and change to head out. I have 15 minutes before I have to leave and be around people and be social and try to put on a happy face. I don't want to. I just want to curl up and cry.
Why am I feeling like this? Why am I so sad right now? I don't remember the last time I was this depressed, down, and just sad. I'm just really really sad.
I hope running helps. I hope not taking this pill tomorrow snaps me out of it!
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