Today sucked.  I'm not sure why I'm still writing because there isn't much more to day about it.  It just sucked.  Within the first 30 minutes of waking up and it didn't get any better. 

I ran for the first time yesterday in over a month and tonight took a new fitness class.  My back is THROBBING right now.  I already took something for it but it isn't working. 

Nothing is going well for me today.  Nothing.  I've tried to hold it together all day, but I just don't know if I can.  I don't know how I'm going to handle going to work tomorrow but I can't sit home all day either.  I just called in sick 3 weeks ago.  And that was already the 2nd time this year.  It isn't even March yet!  I can't call in again. 

But I know I won't be able to focus at work.  I know I won't get ANY work done at all.  But I'll be a mess at home.  I'm just afraid I'd end up being a mess at work too.  I don't know.  I guess it depends if I sleep at all tonight or not.  I have a feeling I won't. 

Today just sucks.  I can mark it down as one of the worst days in the past 2 years, at least.