Clock is still ticking...

... And I'm still watching it. I feel ok right now with everything that has happened. I don't love that I am still waiting for an answer. But I know one will come. That I am sure of. Because I am still waiting, I am still hopeful that there is a chance for things to turn out the way I want them to. I am hopefully optimistic. But still waiting.

The longer the wait, the more hopeful I am, which is weird. But I'm not getting a no as an answer. That alone is good news for me.

OH PAUSE!!! TOBY IS ON THE COUNTRY MUSIC AWARDS!!!! HOLD PLEASE!


Ok, SO glad I watched that. WOW! Talk about funny. A new song I haven't heard yet. Somewhere Else. Here are the lyrics:

Toby Keith – Somewhere Else Lyrics

I walk downtown in my broke down shoes
To the side street pub with the bar band blues
Take a backseat at the front door table
Order me a Bud and a shot of Black Label

Closed this place down once again
Sitting here wishing you’d walk right in
Down my shot, shoot my beer
I ain’t gotta go home but I can’t stay here

It’s a short, short walk down to my second home
But that boulevard gets longer when you’re walking back alone

And I don’t know where you might be
Wherever it is, it will be without me
I keep thinking I’ll come home
One day and find you

Long as I got that neon light
Shining like a beacon in the night
I know I can make it downtown by myself
‘Cause if you don’t know where you’re going
You might end up somewhere else

Kicking off my shoes, tumbling through the front door
Knowing too well the kind of night I’m in for
Cubs got beat again on Sports Center
My bedroom’s cold as my TV dinner

One more cigarette and I’ll kill the light
And only be wishing you were sleeping at my side

And I don’t know where you might be
Wherever it is, it will be without me
I keep thinking I’ll come home
One day and find you

Long as I got that front porch light
Shining like a beacon in the night
I know I can make it home all by myself
‘Cause if you don’t know where you’re going
You might end up somewhere else

Girl, I don’t know where you might be
Wherever it is, it will be without me
Keep thinking I’ll come home
One day and find you

Long as I got that front porch light
Shining like a beacon in the night
I know I can make it home all by myself
‘Cause if you don’t know where you’re going
You might end up somewhere else

Ah, somewhere else
You might end up somewhere else
Somewhere else
Hey

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Interesting that now I hear a song with those lyrics. But I have to say, I love the line "'Cause if you don't know where you're going you might end up somewhere else" I love that. Cool.

Well, today was a very long day, a race, a bad back, ,and a very very long time in a car. I'm exhausted and it isn't even 8:30 yet. Trying to stay awake so I don't fall asleep too early and end up waking up in the middle of the night. I'm just TIRED.