Got my answer....

I got my answer, but not the way I thought I would get it. That was really disappointing. The way the whole thing ended up, the promise that I would have an answer, and finding out that this person was not true to their word... and as far as I'm concerned, that speaks to character. I'm angry about it.

But I got the closure I wanted and needed and now I am ready to move on. And I am doing what I need to do for me to move on. I'm keeping busy, being active. Monday night was tough. That was a really hard night for me overall. Last night was swimming with a good friend and tonight I met a few friends at the track. Tomorrow is swimming and I have plans Friday night too.

SO right now I just need to worry about Saturday. Sunday I'm busy already, so that's good, and next week I think I have plans every night... but by then I'll be fine anyway. I just need to get through Saturday. And I have absolutely NOTHING going on for Saturday. I'm thinking I need to have a date on Saturday night, but seeing as today is Wednesday, that might be tough.

But I need a distraction to keep me going and get my mind completely off of all the crap, all the hurt and all the bs that has gone on over the past 2 weeks. And there has been A LOT of it.

So I need to find that distraction that will work for me.