So late right now... should already be in the shower instead of on the sofa drinking my coffee.  At least I know what I want to wear today.  That's have the battle. 

Been an interesting week so far.  Lots on my mind.  But another great conversation last night really made a big difference for me.  I had worries and concerns and fears.  They have all been calmed.  I still have some concerns.  I'm still not 100% comfortable with everything, but I really feel much better. 

I heard one thing that stood out from the rest last night.... I made my decision.  Those 4 words and the 6 more that followed were the ones that stood out above anything else that was said. 

I'm still a little nervous and a little uncomfortable.  I can't say this won't go away and won't stay in the back of my mind, but after this conversation, I feel better.  I am more comfortable than I was and I'm glad I spoke up and said something rather than letting it sit and fester. 

I'm happy.  I'm in love.  I'm with someone amazing who is just such a great fit for me.  No one person is perfect, but I really do think I found the absolute perfect person for me.  I've never had this before in my life and I just don't want to lose it. 

Ok... really time to get in the shower.  Need to be at work in 24 minutes!  HA HA HA!!!