Between the music and my boyfriends good mood, I was finally able to shake it. Last night we had fun out at Patriot Place. Toby Keith's was mobbed because of the band that was playing there, so we went to CBS Scene instead. Unfortunately his salmon kabobs were completely raw, which he realized after eating at least 2 like that! He wasn't feeling great from then on.
We headed over to their outdoor skating rink and skated for a bit. That was fun. I haven't been on skates in about 15 years at least, plus the ice was HORRIBLE. It took a bit to get the hang of it, but we were flying around the rink, in and out of all the 12-15 year olds!
Here's a couple pictures of that....
After we got back to his house, he really wasn't feeling great. He kept thinking about the raw salmon he had for dinner. So he went to sleep on the sofa and I had the huge King sized bed to myself, where the dog eventually joined me. At some point during the night, my boyfriend came into bed with me.
We got up early this morning and after a quick Dunkin stop, we took Rocco for a walk. My boyfriend's house is across the street from a VERY old cemetery..... I mean, dates of death were in the 1800's! It's really cool in there with the old stones and family plots. We take Rocco for walks in there now and again.
While we were walking through, this cute little black dog came over.... by herself, without a leash. She had tags, her rabies shots and the town license info. But she was alone. We called the police, who said they would have the Animal Control call us back. I took Rocco home while my boyfriend was going to stay with this dog.
As I got to the front door, I saw the little dog leaving the cemetery, coming out onto the busy road. I quickly got Rocco inside and got the leash off of him. My boyfriend ran down after the little dog and put the leash on her. We brought her inside the front entryway of his house (its a 2 family and a big area inside the main door).
My boyfriend went up and got her a bowl of food and water. I stayed down there and hung out with her. She was SO cute! I was sitting on the stairs and she was next to me. She kept bumping my arm so I would pet her head. Super friendly and sweet dog.
My boyfriend ended up trying Animal Control. The owner had already reported that she got out. Animal Control was over in a couple of minutes. She was surprised the dog hadn't gotten hit and thanked us for taking her in and calling.
I took a couple of pictures of her while we were hanging out inside....
Seriously, how cute is she??? I just wanted to take her home!
After she was picked up, I left to head home and I've been home for a couple of hours now. I watched some tv, did a few things online and had something to eat.
But now I'm in a funk again. I'm not sure why I keep getting in these cranky, edgy moods, but I don't like it! I don't know why or what its about. Things are good. Financially, I'm ok. Friends are amazing and fun. Family is good, even after a holiday! I'm almost done with Christmas shopping. My house is clean. My boyfriend is incredible and our relationship is great. Everything is good. Better than good.
So why am I in a funk? Why am I cranky? What's up with me feeling like this? I feel worried, anxious, stressed. I have no reason to! Four days without work. Everything for once is great! And I'm just on edge.
I've been great at living in the moment and enjoying the good times. I haven't been edgy like this in a really long time. And things really have been great. But now? Its almost like something bad is about to happen. I don't know what. I don't know why I feel like this. I just feel really really off. And I don't like it!
I have to figure out how to snap out of this funk. I need to find something good to think about and get me back into that happy mindset I've had for a while. I love feeling like that. I love being that happy and positive. I need to get back there.
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