End of the weekend

This really was a great weekend. I wish they were all this good.

Friday night I had my dance lesson which was a blast, then went out with the guy. He's just such a great person and I really like spending time with him. I have so much fun when I'm with him. I'm comfortable around him and I'm me. There is nothing fake, no being on my best behavior or being who he wants. I'm me, plain and simple.

I have my things, my friends, my interests and so does he. But we work around that. We work around out schedules and have time together.

SO many things about him that I don't even know where to start or what to say. I just have fun with him. I laugh! I live in the moment and enjoy it all. I feel safe in his arms. And I trust him. I really have trust in him. This whole thing went really fast for me and with him leading the way. I sort of got caught up in where it took me and held on. I'm glad I did.

I'm looking forward to seeing what else happens with us, where this goes and how we get there. I'm not looking too far ahead. I'm going with it and enjoying it. I'm so in the moment with everything. I'm not in Julie World. I'm not having these crazy fantasies. I'm just in the here and now with this, which is so much fun! :)

He's so sweet and so kind, nice and caring. He's just a really great person with this tough side and a crazy sense of humor with TMI-disease. Its a great package all together.

And I think most importantly, I really love the way he makes me feel. I love how I feel when I'm around him or when I talk to him. We have a great chemistry and connection between the two of us, but we can joke and laugh and have great conversations too. I can be silly and goofy with him. I can order a giant breakfast with a side of french toast and eat almost all of it and feel great about it! I can just be me and feel completely accepted for me as I am. I love that.

I'm not scared anymore. Not at all. I really like this. I like what happened. I love that he said something about "the night he asked me out". LOL! So THAT'S what I agreed to! :) So yup, he asked me out. As in a couple, an exclusive couple. I'm still not using the "B" word to describe him. I can't go there yet. And I haven't changed my relationship status on Facebook.... he doesn't even have one visible on his page. We'll just see what happens and where it goes.

But there's a chance that next weekend he's going to be meeting the family. That's a HUGE step for me. HUGE! So we'll see what happens!!!