I need to learn a way to deal with how I feel when other people piss me off. I can get so angry. I really just want to say F off, but I know that's not the best way to handle things. SO I get even more angry, then I get frustrated with myself for getting that angry. I don't know the best way to handle it.
I have a couple of people who get to me like that, some at work and some social. The social ones are easier, I have pushed them further and further away so I don't have to deal with them as much. Other's are tougher. One person, no matter how much I say, back off, she just doesn't! It sucks! It is even harder when she doesn't get it and keeps on and keeps on. I can't make her go away and I HAVE to see her in certain social situations. I wish she'd just go away but I know she won't.
I wish I knew how to tell her to go away and have her actually hear it. I can't control other people, and I get that, but I wish I could better control my emotions with how actions other people take make me feel. I hate drama, I hate bs and that's all this crap is.
I want to know how to let it go.