I'm in a funk today. I haven't been sleeping well this week and my back has been bothering me. Now I'm tired and very cranky. Not to mention just broke. I'm tired of being broke. I know next month will get better. My rent will be less, my bills will be less. But right now... not so much.

Work has been crazy. I'm sick of people. There are very few I am happy with right now. I think next week will be better... a new month.

I've had 2 dates with this guy and Saturday night is the 3rd. I like him. I'm really looking forward to spending more time with him. He's a nice guy, smart, funny, respectful and fun to be with. I like him and I want to see where this goes. We were "matched" on eharmoney on January 2nd and emailed for a few days. He called me the first week in January and we had our first date the Monday after I moved. He likes that I have my own life, do my own things and that I'm busy on my own. I think a lot of guys don't want to be with someone who is dependant on them, but who they can be partners with.

Funny, cuz I know he wants to eventually get married and have kids. And strangely (NO IDEA how this conversation came up or how I even asked him this!) but when he has kids, he doesn't want his wife to be a stay at home mom. He wants someone who is still going to work and contribute. Financially, I think he could support a family on his own, he does well, but I think he just wants someone who is working. But weird that this somehow already came up.

Its is scary though in one sense. I know I am going with it and doing my best to not put anything on it but still, so far there are no negatives. It is nice. I like going with it and seeing where this is going to go. I hope that it goes well.