Thursday, September 29, 2011

Late Every Day

I need to be to work in less than 45 minutes. I'm not showered and on the sofa. Not sure if I'll make it on time, but here I am, typing away.

The boyfriend and me are both tired and run down after this crazy week, the busy weekend and both not feeling well. So tonight, I'm not going over there. Kind of looking forward to that a little. I'll miss sleeping next to him and waking up with him there, but I need a night of nothing.

I love that we are in a great place and in the same place. I love that he wakes up and says, "I love you baby." What a great way to start my day! He's an amazing guy.

I really have never had something like this before. I've never had such a great, happy, honest, caring relationship with anyone. And we are both in the same place. We both know this is a great thing.

We can and do talk about anything. Even when he kind of put me in my place the other night.... last night I said something to him about it, thanking him for how he handled it and let me be a brat. :) He laughed at me but got what I was saying. He just gets it and gets me. And I love that. I've never had anyone ever get me like this before, anyone.

I've had friends who knew me well, but no one has ever just gotten me. I've never felt this safe to be me, to do or say anything. He gives that to me. And I know how lucky I am. I'm grateful that I found him. That we found each other. :)

This morning when leaving his house, he gave me a kiss and said he loved me. I pulled him closer as he was walking away and said, "I'm not seeing you tonight. I'll need more than that to hold me over!" :) And then he gave me a much bigger kiss!

I'm so happy with everything. Life is continuing to move in the right direction for me. So many things keep getting better and better for me. Any little bumps in the road are getting easier for me to deal with whenever they hit. I know my trigger points and when to back off.

Ok, 5 of 8. Time to move and get in the shower. At least I have my clothes already picked out! LOL!

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