Friday night out for Girls Night was a BLAST! I had so much fun. I really do have great friends. We had so much fun and everyone is already asking me when we are doing it next! :)
Saturday we headed up north for my cousin's wedding in Maine. Here are the Bride and Groom heading into the reception as Mr & Mrs. How cute are they??? Really!
Then at the end of the night... a shot of my boyfriend and me.
He is just such a great guy. I have never ever been this happy or secure in a relationship. He is amazing. He's so good to me. I've never had something like this before. And I love that he thinks the same thing and realizes we have something really great. He's just a great guy! I'm so unbelievably happy with him.
Funny cuz the last 2 weekends we were at weddings. He doesn't love weddings. But both nights after those weddings, we had great heart to heart talks. After my friends, I felt so good after that talk. Not that I didn't feel good in the relationship, but I felt even better after talking to him that night.
Then was my cousin's wedding this weekend and the talk we had after that. That was just amazing. Things I never expected to hear... I am just so happy. We really have something great. I'm not worried or insecure or anything like that. I know I'm not going to mess anything up with this.
I can and do tell him anything, without any judgement at all. There are very very few people who have come and gone in my life that I felt like that with. Only a very small handful of friends. Even some of the people who have been closest to me, I still kept things from them or didn't feel comfortable saying different things. I knew and felt when I was being judged or looked down on. He never does that. Ever. I can say anything at all.
He completely accepts me as me. I am all of me, good and bad, with him. I can't even say that I am a better me with me, because that's not really it. I'm just ME. No holding back, no reserve, no best behavior, just all me. And he accepts me like that, without anything or any judgment. I have never felt more comfortable being me around anyone ever.
He makes me smile when I think of him and makes me laugh all the time when we are together. He is so good to me too. So caring and thoughtful and kind. (he'd kill me for that! LOL! Not his image!) :)
I know that no one in this world is perfect, but he is absolutely and completely perfect for me. He is absolutely everything I have wanted in someone and could never find. And this is just SO easy. There are never issues or problems or fights or worries. Its just EASY!
If I get stressed or ticked off, I know its me. I know that isn't about him. Things between us are amazing. It is just so crazy and so hard to describe. He is so good for me and we are in a great place together. He makes me so happy.
I love that we have our own things, do our own things, but still love spending our time together. This month is over on Friday. October starts Saturday. I have spend all but 2 nights with him this entire month. All but 2! And one was Friday night after I was drunk on Girls Night! And I called him around 2am that night too! :)
I hate sleeping without him next to me. I love laying in his arms and waking up next to him in the morning. I love watching him iron his clothes for work in the morning as he gets ready. I love that he pops an extra 1/2 a bagel in for me when he toasts his own in the morning. The little things are amazing.
I am just completely happy!
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