It's days like this that I'm grateful for being the group organizer of the fitness group. I'm tired and mentally spent. Kind of like I was on Tuesday night when I ended up completely blowing off my yoga class. And that was easy. No one was counting on me to be there and I was only letting myself down.

Tonight, I would SO much rather just lay on my sofa and do absolutely nothing all night. But I have swimming on our groups calendar. I know that one of the 4 is not showing up and another most likely won't either. The other 2 people have been no shows at events before so I'm not too confident in them going, but since it is on the calendar and I organized it... I have to go!

I'm still in my work clothes, under a blanket on my sofa right now. I set my alarm on my cell phone because I was starting to doze off and I was afraid I would really fall asleep and completely miss swimming! So now I have 7 minutes (didn't end up falling asleep after I set the alarm) until I need to move and change into my bathing suit with clothes to cover up and hit the pool across town.

My goal tonight? Not really sure. I want to do more than I did 2 weeks ago, but that won't be very hard. I barely swam that night. More chatting in the shallow end than anything else. So at least I have a bathing suit that fits now. Last time I had on an old 2 piece and the bottoms are too big, even though it was the smallest 2 piece I have. It kept feeling like I was losing the bottoms when I did a lap! SO now I have a real swimming 2 piece with a razor back. No losing anything.

If I can get in at least 20 laps (I think 1 lap is up and back), then that's progress from last time. And that's all I need is a little progress. Hopefully it won't be too much. I'm just tired and spent.

Been a while since I had a REALLY bad day at work. Kind of forgot. Today was a REALLY bad day. Dropping f bombs all afternoon. Not good. But tomorrow is Friday! REALLY looking forward to the weekend! And next week is a short week too!
8 hours. I can handle 8 hours tomorrow! :)