WOW, has July been a busy month. First, it stopped raining and we FINALLY have summer in the northeast! I heard Wednesday could actually hit 90 for the first time this year!! The weather people are all excited to be saying "the 3 H's".... hazy, hot and humid. Yup, it is finally summer! :)

Since my vacation down the cape, life has been busy. I looked at a couple of apartments. One I liked, but didn't love... especially for the money. Another I loved, but by the time I made a decision it was already rented. Good thing with that one is that it opened up a whole new area that I would never have looked in. Thing is, my life has gotten pretty busy so the idea of moving right now is a little overwhelming. I was supposed to look at an apartment tomorrow night. I'm thinking of cancelling right now. I just think it would be too much for me to take on right now.

As far as other things... I got a promotion at work. Everything I wanted back in January, I have now. And it is SO overwhelming. Things are a mess and basically it is my job to fix the freak show that became that department. It is SO hard. The more I look at things, the more problems I find. I'm nervous that I won't succeed, but hopeful just the same. I know I always get this way but still always manage to make my way through and succeed.

I am still doing the 5K training... I had another event tonight. It is SO exciting to see myself getting stronger and how these training sessions are starting to get easier. Wednesday night I am moving on to the next week session and I'm scared that I won't be able to do it.... plus it will be 90 degrees that day! I want to do well in front of the other members of the group and I am afraid that I won't be able to do this!

I think I get scared when things start to go really well in my life. I'm waiting for things to go wrong... how I will fail or when the other shoe will drop. So far right now things are going really really well. I'm proud of me. I'm working really hard to meet all of my goals.

I'm not sure what I did outside my comfort zone this month... how sad, I don't even remember now. But I already updated my 101 list. Hmmm... more than half way through the year and I have already reached so many goals! I had named 2009 "The Year of New Experiences" and WOW, what new experiences I have had. I am living a completely different life than I was just 7 months ago. I have new friends, I am doing things I never thought possible. I am living a life I didn't even imagine. I'm happy and excited to see what the rest of the year brings.